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Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 1:28 AM
& my greatest fault was to have believed in you and fallen for you. I know it's time to give up. I'm sorry for wasting your efforts convincing me to do so. :/ ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 習慣 by 杨丞琳 dedicated to gnth: 分手已经两年半我们再度向寂寞取暖 没有牵挂和不安 失去彼此的陪伴 我们学着将回忆剪断 拒绝想念的试探 曾经以为总会找到 说服自己的答案 情绪却在风浪平息后 被一通电话打翻 我已经渐渐习惯 忙碌把生活填满 和自己分享晚餐 试着活得更理所当然 对感情顺其自然 只是我还不明白 失去你的天空 为何看来不那么蔚蓝 hu oh…… 相爱到了解的默契 怎能说忘记就忘记 我想我已经习惯你aha… ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 10:00 PM
Freaking tired now. But I've been wanting to post this since ages ago, So i'll just do it. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 只想爱你 by 杨丞琳 dedicated to gnth: 我终于还是说了一句我爱你还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨 心跳的声音像舞动奇迹 你看着我说千万不要爱上你 因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停 你那么冷静忽远又忽近 我知道我对你来说也许太年轻 我想我猜我问我终于了解 原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味 只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定 不看不听不问也不会放弃 是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定 只想爱你 好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你 我知道我偶尔有一点任性 不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避 sorry我还是不会放弃爱你 sorry我还是不会放弃 我还是不会放弃爱你 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 12:27 AM
Truthfully, I regret whatever I did. But I can't put down my dignity just yet. Actually, if i know things will turn right if I put my dignity down, I'll do it. But the thing is...I don't even know what you want. I can't bring myself to message/call you anymore. Just wishing you all the best from afar. And I can only say this much because I know you'll never ever see this. Oh wells. I miss you. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Prisoner of Memories dedicated to gnth and yujun: The scent of the flowers once so sweetPlunges at the widow once married The days and the dates they once met Becomes scarred memories once buried The outsiders don't understand her pain They don't know the fatality of his death They heard not of flowers that taint her name They are unaware of the charm he's haveth Memories runs murderously through her mind She wished that these memories didn't occur last time But she knew they did and she can't turn back time She would forever be the prisoner of her memories. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 8:31 PM
&i guess the heart hardens itself again, But nothing really hurts much anymore. Because you're just so used to it. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 暧昧 by 杨丞琳 dedicated to gnth: 暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 无奈我和你写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 不能用恨你却不住结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以 超过了友情还不到爱情 远方就要下雨的风景 到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还想你 我很不服气 也开始怀疑 眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 无奈我和你写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 无奈我和你写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里 到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还想你 我很不服气 也开始怀疑 眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 无奈我和你写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 11:37 PM
&you'll never ever see this. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Unfaithful by Rihanna dedicated to you: Story of my life, searching for the rightBut it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun And put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore, anymore And I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer A murderer, no no no Yeah ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 12:23 AM
Realised that I haven't seen my brother in quite a while. I guess this whole place is really falling apart. And the glue which used to stick everything together no longer sticks. I don't know why I'm doing all these, But I guess I really don't have much of a choice. Think I'll ask didi out one day. Realised I haven't asked him out before. So much for going out almost everyday. Ohwells. All's gone. You included. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ White Horse by Taylor Swift dedicated to the non-existent fairytale: Say you're sorry, that face of an angelComes out just when you need it to As I paced back and forth all this time Cause I honestly believed in you Holding on, the days drag on Stupid girl, I should have known I should have known I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes And never really had a chance I had so many dreams about you and me Happy endings, now I know I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around And there you are on your knees Begging for forgiveness, begging for me Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well This is a big world, that was a small town There in my rearview mirror disappearing now And its too late for you and your white horse Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa Try and catch me now Oh, it's too late to catch me now ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 11:43 PM
Didn't think I'll blog. But I guess I'm too overwhelmed with emotions to not do so. Wish that hx will pick up her phone the next time I call, So that I've at least someone to talk to. Anyway, here's a goodbye to someone who's officially leaving my life today. And I sincerely hope that that person will never see this or know that I'm referring to him/her. Well, great (and not that great now) to have you in my life. Now you see why I hate being emotionally attached to people. Oh wells. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ dedicated to the two of you: 我沒有說 你沒有問就這樣 関上了心門 愛有多真 情有多深 只能在 心底扎根 擁抱的餘溫 回憶的氣氛 還在你吻裏沸騰 曾經的單純 拼湊的幸福 一切那麽冰 卻囘不了神 捨不得讓你承受更多傷痕 所以選擇單方面的殘忍 雖然我還未確定 放棄會不會快樂 一個人的未來該怎麽闖 捨不得聽見你的哭泣聲 所以選擇背對你的眼神 讓愛的人快樂 是一種責任 就算分開比我想象的要疼 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ |