I'd lie

	Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 6:34 PM I realised I haven't blogged in ages.So yes, I'm stuck at biopolis everyday now.BUT I'm actually free and BORED everyday, every moment of the day. Summary of what I've done over the weeks:50% of the time my mentor disappears;30% of the time my mentor is occupied by others;25% of the time my mentor has meetings to attend;4.5% of the time my mentor is overseas;0.4% of the time I'm working;AND SO...0.1% of the time I get to see my mentor. And the remaining 95.5% of the time I stone.And hope that a net appears and I can catch him.So that's how I've been spending my life physically. Well, the psychological part...I shan't delve into it.But I'm dreaming a little too much than I ought to be.About you, you and you.Sigh. Is being friends that hard?Let's be enemies then?Let me hate you?Let you hate me?Sigh. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ At the Beginning by Anastacia dedicated to you: We were strangers starting out on our journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart When I lost hope you were there to remind me This is the start (chorus) And Life is a road and I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road now and forever A Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there whenthe storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand unafraid of the future At the beginning with you (chorus) I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark I know that my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart (chorus) In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yes, I know you all think it isn't a nice song. Don't give a damn. LOL. And okay celeste, I'll go change into cbox when i'm free. =D THANKS FOR THAT DAY! =D Add on: What zhiyang just told me caused me to ponder a little. Well, you were right in showing me that you moved on. You did told me you'd wait, but... I kinda broke the promise together with you, didn't I? I try to fulfill the promise now by still waiting. But aren't I foolish? I've already broken it, and it can't be mended. I don't know. I don't even know if my heart is still there. Or am I there just for the sake of the promise? And who cares about the promise? I know you don't. Your moving on just amplifies it. All along, I'm sad you didn't keep to it, But maybe you already forgot it. Then why bother? Maybe I should let go too. And proclaim to you that I've let go. Maybe then we can be proper friends. But is it just that simple as "Oh. I've moved on." Is it just words? I hope you'll never find this blog. Never ever. Him too. There's just too much that I can't tell you two. I just want to be friends, you know.	Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 6:34 PM I realised I haven't blogged in ages.So yes, I'm stuck at biopolis everyday now.BUT I'm actually free and BORED everyday, every moment of the day. Summary of what I've done over the weeks:50% of the time my mentor disappears;30% of the time my mentor is occupied by others;25% of the time my mentor has meetings to attend;4.5% of the time my mentor is overseas;0.4% of the time I'm working;AND SO...0.1% of the time I get to see my mentor. And the remaining 95.5% of the time I stone.And hope that a net appears and I can catch him.So that's how I've been spending my life physically. Well, the psychological part...I shan't delve into it.But I'm dreaming a little too much than I ought to be.About you, you and you.Sigh. Is being friends that hard?Let's be enemies then?Let me hate you?Let you hate me?Sigh. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ At the Beginning by Anastacia dedicated to you: We were strangers starting out on our journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart When I lost hope you were there to remind me This is the start (chorus) And Life is a road and I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road now and forever A Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there whenthe storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand unafraid of the future At the beginning with you (chorus) I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark I know that my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart (chorus) In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yes, I know you all think it isn't a nice song. Don't give a damn. LOL. And okay celeste, I'll go change into cbox when i'm free. =D THANKS FOR THAT DAY! =D Add on: What zhiyang just told me caused me to ponder a little. Well, you were right in showing me that you moved on. You did told me you'd wait, but... I kinda broke the promise together with you, didn't I? I try to fulfill the promise now by still waiting. But aren't I foolish? I've already broken it, and it can't be mended. I don't know. I don't even know if my heart is still there. Or am I there just for the sake of the promise? And who cares about the promise? I know you don't. Your moving on just amplifies it. All along, I'm sad you didn't keep to it, But maybe you already forgot it. Then why bother? Maybe I should let go too. And proclaim to you that I've let go. Maybe then we can be proper friends. But is it just that simple as "Oh. I've moved on." Is it just words? I hope you'll never find this blog. Never ever. Him too. There's just too much that I can't tell you two. I just want to be friends, you know.
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