I'd lie

	Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 5:06 PM It's fun not thinking of you.Today, I could so clearly feel my heart throb.The throb that I shunned.It has so far only throbbed for three people.But I guess I wouldn't let it throb anymore.Peace.Yes I know that I've promised to be more optimistic.So that's that.Now on to the more optimistic lyrical.Which I thought of yesterday, while I was so frustrated with my laptop.But I changed it today, cause my programme worked!Or is working.It's now ongoing my quality control. =P____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Because I'm a H3NAV student (inspiration from clifford) dedicated to leanne kenny debby ahmad yann ying & others (who would so understand how I feel): Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to be burning away my holiday in lab, While others are complaining they have nothing to do at home. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to read tons and tons of papers, While others are reading novels and blogs. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I'm getting paid NIL for my work here, While others who bother to do something gets thousands. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to worry about Harmonica and CT Council, While others can just practise their harmonica and do CT stuffs without worrying. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to sleep at around 1 everyday cause of my log book, While others wake up at ungodly hours from their beautiful sleep. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I do not have the rest that students are duly offered (for two years), While others seem to have more than enough rest. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I have to understand what dsDNA, Mitelman, UCSC are, While the other biology students in my class only knows promoters and enhancers. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to give up going for OCIP and hospital attachments, While others are vying for them. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to put everything that is essential on Saturdays and Sundays, While others can do things essential to them anytime. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel like banging my laptop cause it's fooling me, While others are stuck to their laptop while surfing the net. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to know UNIX, Perl, C++, and all the other codes, While others might not even know html. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I only get to study about DNA and aberrations, While others get to prepare for their A levels (which I so don't have time next year to prepare for). Because I'm a H3NAV student, I don't feel happy half the time (except during lunch), While others are probably partying like rockstars. But because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel happy the other half the time, While others feel shit rotting at home. That's cause, because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel the satisfaction when the program I wrote finally decided to work, I feel the honour when I finally finished reading my papers, I feel the excitement when I write the last few pages of my log book and report, I feel the supermity for finishing my H3 this year while others have to struggle next year... So because I'm a H3NAV student, I'm feeling the ups and downs all the time, And I'm so gonna get over the downs and finish this! =D	Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 5:06 PM It's fun not thinking of you.Today, I could so clearly feel my heart throb.The throb that I shunned.It has so far only throbbed for three people.But I guess I wouldn't let it throb anymore.Peace.Yes I know that I've promised to be more optimistic.So that's that.Now on to the more optimistic lyrical.Which I thought of yesterday, while I was so frustrated with my laptop.But I changed it today, cause my programme worked!Or is working.It's now ongoing my quality control. =P____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Because I'm a H3NAV student (inspiration from clifford) dedicated to leanne kenny debby ahmad yann ying & others (who would so understand how I feel): Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to be burning away my holiday in lab, While others are complaining they have nothing to do at home. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to read tons and tons of papers, While others are reading novels and blogs. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I'm getting paid NIL for my work here, While others who bother to do something gets thousands. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to worry about Harmonica and CT Council, While others can just practise their harmonica and do CT stuffs without worrying. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to sleep at around 1 everyday cause of my log book, While others wake up at ungodly hours from their beautiful sleep. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I do not have the rest that students are duly offered (for two years), While others seem to have more than enough rest. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I have to understand what dsDNA, Mitelman, UCSC are, While the other biology students in my class only knows promoters and enhancers. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to give up going for OCIP and hospital attachments, While others are vying for them. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I've to put everything that is essential on Saturdays and Sundays, While others can do things essential to them anytime. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel like banging my laptop cause it's fooling me, While others are stuck to their laptop while surfing the net. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I need to know UNIX, Perl, C++, and all the other codes, While others might not even know html. Because I'm a H3NAV student, I only get to study about DNA and aberrations, While others get to prepare for their A levels (which I so don't have time next year to prepare for). Because I'm a H3NAV student, I don't feel happy half the time (except during lunch), While others are probably partying like rockstars. But because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel happy the other half the time, While others feel shit rotting at home. That's cause, because I'm a H3NAV student, I feel the satisfaction when the program I wrote finally decided to work, I feel the honour when I finally finished reading my papers, I feel the excitement when I write the last few pages of my log book and report, I feel the supermity for finishing my H3 this year while others have to struggle next year... So because I'm a H3NAV student, I'm feeling the ups and downs all the time, And I'm so gonna get over the downs and finish this! =D
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