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Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 5:38 AM
It's 5am now. I can't believe I'm awake at this stupid hour When I can just sleep like nobody's business. I'm so going to miss this when school reopens. But anyway, I just can't sleep. I've come to terms with myself that there's a lot of things about myself that I can't face. And there's so many things that no one understands. I hope these would all end one day. Before I get a lot a lot of problems with sleeping. But I think my brain still hasn't come to terms with reality. I feel so incongruent the whole day. Let's hope things recover after a while ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ That Dream dedicated to jl: The two hands grabbed at each other tightly For fear that once gone, everything falls instantly. They lay on the bare ground, in opposing direction Seemingly echoing their lives premonition. Blood flows from their injured heart Mingled, integrated, like how they dug. They never had a chance to tell each other How much each other really mattered. Till the last breathing moment, they were separated One whispered "I love you" but wasn't heard. However, with the tightening of the grasping hands Both knew deep down that they are connected then. She never knew he looked into her eyes And he never knew she looked into his eyes. And both hung on to their ideals not to disturb To grant the other their blessings, their eternal love. |