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	Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 2:03 PM Finally, I know what I wanted to blog about. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 當你孤單你會想起誰 by張棟樑 dedicated to me: 你的心情總在飛什麼事都想去追想抓住一些安慰你總是喜歡在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤單的滋味你的心那麼脆一碰就會碎經不起一點風吹你的身邊總是要許多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑但是天總會黑人總要離別誰也不能永遠陪誰而孤單的滋味誰都要面對不只是你我會感覺到疲憊當你孤單你會想起誰你想不想找個人來陪你的快樂傷悲只有我能體會讓我再陪你走一回 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yeah. That's it.I can't seriously articulate the complicity of my feelings right now.But I'm really really tired of the thousand fears and insecurities within me.There's this part of me that's at the verge of letting everything outYet there's another part of me that has been putting on a strong front since young.I can't afford to break down. And for one, my deepest fear is myself.I hate me, for who I am.I wish I'm less selfish, I wish I need less love, I wish I need less attention, I wish I need less sense of belonging, but I can't seem to help it. Somehow putting on a strong front has made me break down others' strong fronts.But somehow no one seems to be able to see through mine.Guess I'm just too used, too natural. I'm tired.No one understands.Do you? You who used to understand me even without me saying anything.But back then, we were all young and innocent.Has things changed?	Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 2:03 PM Finally, I know what I wanted to blog about. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 當你孤單你會想起誰 by張棟樑 dedicated to me: 你的心情總在飛什麼事都想去追想抓住一些安慰你總是喜歡在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤單的滋味你的心那麼脆一碰就會碎經不起一點風吹你的身邊總是要許多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑但是天總會黑人總要離別誰也不能永遠陪誰而孤單的滋味誰都要面對不只是你我會感覺到疲憊當你孤單你會想起誰你想不想找個人來陪你的快樂傷悲只有我能體會讓我再陪你走一回 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yeah. That's it.I can't seriously articulate the complicity of my feelings right now.But I'm really really tired of the thousand fears and insecurities within me.There's this part of me that's at the verge of letting everything outYet there's another part of me that has been putting on a strong front since young.I can't afford to break down. And for one, my deepest fear is myself.I hate me, for who I am.I wish I'm less selfish, I wish I need less love, I wish I need less attention, I wish I need less sense of belonging, but I can't seem to help it. Somehow putting on a strong front has made me break down others' strong fronts.But somehow no one seems to be able to see through mine.Guess I'm just too used, too natural. I'm tired.No one understands.Do you? You who used to understand me even without me saying anything.But back then, we were all young and innocent.Has things changed?
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